With her permission I reproduce here the column my daughter the Rev. Tess Kuin Lawton, an Anglican priest and chaplain of Magdalen College School in Oxford, put on Facebook yesterday. I found it the most moving and pertinent comment I have seen.
It is rare to have an item of news so appalling that the
instinctive human reaction is not to listen, watch or read about it at all; but
in the story of the murder of 140 school children by the Taliban in Pakistan on
Tuesday, that is what has been thrust into the heart of the pre-Christmas
glitter and sparkle and the juxtaposition is impossible to bear.
Yet, the religiously minded among us cannot help hearing the
echo of both Pharaoh and Herod and we find ourselves once more taking off our
shoes as we wait for the Theophany. The religious narrative of our souls has
shown that when God has come into the world, it has been a world of violence
and horror. These things are not new. They are part of the human condition
every bit as much as hope and anticipation and joy.
The Fall is not simply a colourful myth we can weave into
carol services and set to beautiful music. It is reality of human nature which
allows each one of us to sink to untold depths of depravity and paint a picture
which can nevertheless justify our actions. There is a rationale behind every
act of moral evil; a way to explain it, make sense of it. We seem to need to be
able to do that somehow, in order to comprehend the darkness. So we have heard
about revenge for the West honouring a teenage girl who champions education, we
have heard of children bearing the punishment for the sins of their fathers in
the army, we have even heard some try to suggest that education is un-Islamic.
Pharaoh feared the growing numbers of Israelite slaves and
gave orders that the midwives kill all new-born boys. When the midwives could
not do this, Pharaoh ordered that new-born boys be drowned in the Nile instead.
The words used in Exodus for Pharaoh’s dealings with the Israelites are
‘shrewd’ and ‘ruthless’. Today, in a society where we are protected from
reality by a screen, we are used to hearing these words used in a response to a
budget report, not as a way of dealing with people. In the second chapter of
Matthew’s Gospel, Herod works ‘in secret’ to ‘search for the child and destroy
him.’ When his plan is thwarted and the holy family flee into the same Egypt of
their ancestors, Herod’s fury leads him to ‘kill all the children in and around
Bethlehem who were two years or under.’
We read it out, we remember it in the Church’s calendar, but
until this week, we have had no idea of the absolute horror of such an act.
Turn off the radio, turn your faces away from the front page of the newspaper,
change channels on the television. This blood is too much, these teenage faces
caught in a moment of terrifying death is too awful for us.
How do we respond to the depths of sin in this world? What
words can explain? None, of course. This is the season of watching and waiting.
And sometimes what we watch is too much for us. ‘Maranatha’, come Lord. We have
taken off our shoes, we have covered our heads, we have rent our clothes. Come
into the heart of this evil. Gather into one, in your kingdom, the pain of all
these broken lives. Lift up the souls of each child and never let them go.
This is what Christmas is about. The true light, which
enlightens everyone is coming into the world. What we may have forgotten is how
extreme the task of the Word really is. We know, because we hear it every year,
that he is in the world but the world does not know him. This week, we have
been reminded how far away from the light we have strayed. The reading which
begins our carol services is not a nostalgic nicety, it is the painful and
gritty truth. There is no health in us.
Advent is about facing this. In ourselves and in the world
around us. We dress the Church is purple because it is a season of penitence.
Have mercy on us, miserable sinners. At times, we forget it in the glittery
rush for Christmas and in our desire to lift our spirits in a season of grey
skies and long nights. At school, we were singing ‘Good King Wenceslas’ in
joyful parts as King and page, as soon as December 1st arrived. But for another
school, the slaughter of the innocents was just around the corner.
One commentator on the radio shed some light on the subject
when she pointed out that this act of murder by the Taliban was a sign of their
weakness rather than strength. Like Pharaoh and Herod before them, they are
fearful of the power which (in this case) one young girl might have. Luke’s
Gospel begins each of his first three chapters with a ruler: King Herod,
Emperor Augustus, Emperor Tiberius. Yet we know that in not one of these cases
does the power really lie here and we urge the reader to tell us about John the
Baptist, Mary, the shepherds.
The horror of the murdered schoolchildren must make us
reflect deeply on our own sin, our own culpability in this world, in a way
which perhaps the familiarity of the readings and carols have inured us to. It
must take us back to the raw power of God as we await the greatest theophany of
history and, in humility and awe, we must pray.
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