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Showing posts with label contrition. Show all posts
Showing posts with label contrition. Show all posts

Saturday, 30 September 2017

THE PERFUME OF COMPASSION



The pure pleasure of reading Sr Emmanuelle Billoteau's meditation on Bernard of Clairvaux' interpreting the Song of Songs made me translate it for you. 

In his Sermons on the Song of Songs, St Bernard (1090-1153) describes three perfumes of the “Bride”, which remind us of the “fragrance of Christ” (II Cor. 2:15) which we are all called to spread where we live.

In the Song of Songs, i.e. the song par excellence, according to Origen, perfumes are often mentioned: that of the (male) Beloved, identified by Jewish and Christian tradition as God or as Christ (SS 1:3); that of the (female) Beloved, understood as the type of Israel, of the Church, or of the individual soul (SS 1:12).
            St Bernard (12th century) identifies three kinds of perfume relating to the “Bride”. “The first is that of contrition, which covers a multitude of sins . . . the second is that of fervour which contains a multitude of blessings”. As for the third, it is the “perfume of compassion”. While the first two touch our relation to God, the third perfume includes the other. In this, Bernard is faithful to the dynamic of the Song: the latter does speak of an eminently personal and intense relation to God, but never conceives that relation as intimist or exclusive, without the presence of a third party and of an openness to the universal – for instance, to those who do not share the same faith.
           
Contrition, fervour and compassion
The first of the perfumes, then, relates to sins, to our lack of love. “The soul,” says our author,  “gathers them, piles them and grinds them in the mortar of its conscience . . .then it burns them, as it were, in the fire of repentance . . . in the vessel of its flaming heart.” In other words, even our failures can be integrated into the offering of ourselves that we make to God.
            The second perfume is made up of nobler essences. “They are the blessings which God grants to the human race.” These will be “crushed” and “ground . . . in the mortar of the heart by the pestle of frequent meditation, and cooked all together on the fire of a holy longing.”  While God does not despise a broken and a contrite heart (Ps 51:19), he is honoured by the sacrifice of our praise (Ps 50:23).
            Nevertheless, for St Bernard the perfume most precious in God’s eyes is that of compassion. “It is made up of the indigence of the poor, the anguish of the oppressed, the distress of the afflicted, the faults of sinners, and in sum of all the pains of the unhappy, whoever they are, even our enemies.” He points out that while the essences of which it is composed may be “contemptible”, the resulting perfume “overgoes all scents”. It is a perfume that everyone may exude in one way or another: directly through concrete actions on a larger or a smaller scale; indirectly through prayer.

A spiritual life
           So let us not hesitate to practice patience towards those close to us, to comfort those who cross our path, to practice mercy, to show generosity . . . In all of this, what we are dealing with is a spiritual life, i.e. a life moved by the Holy Spirit who is “the love of God poured out in our hearts” (Rom. 5:5). Bernard shows us Biblical characters who have exuded this last perfume: Paul saying “Who is weak, and I am not weak?” (II Cor. 11:29); Job who says that he has been “eyes to the blind and feet to the lame” (Job 29:15-17); Joseph who forgave his brothers (Gen. 43:30); David sparing Saul who had tried to kill him (I Sam. 24) and weeping at his death (II Sam. 1:17-27) . . .
            Bernard, then, suggests to us a way of life based on the Scriptures, read not according to the letter but according to the spirit. Thus he initiates us into a fragrant reading which grows with time, with acquired familiarity, and with the deepening of conversion’s way.



Tuesday, 8 November 2016

CONTRITION/TRANSLATION

I came upon the traditional Latin text of the Act of Contrition the other day, and found it moving. However, all the translations I saw seemed not to do justice to their model. So, greatly daring, I embarked upon my own, emboldened only by the fact that many years ago I spent a great deal of time on the prose rhythms of the Book of Common Prayer. Now, still greatly daring, I share the result.

Deus meus, 
ex toto corde pænitet me 
omnium meorum peccatorum,
eaque detestor, quia, peccando,
non solum pœnas a te iuste statutas promeritus sum,
sed præsertim quia offendi te, summum bonum, 
ac dignum qui super omnia diligaris.
Ideo firmiter propono,
adiuvante gratia tua,
de cetero me non peccaturum 
peccandique occasiones proximas fugiturum.
Amen.

My God,
with all my heart I regret all my sins,
and I hate them because, in sinning,
not only have I richly deserved
the pains thou hast justly decided
but mainly because I have vexed thee 
supreme good and most worthy 
for me to love above all
Therefore I firmly propose
with the present help of thy grace
henceforth no more to sin
and to flee sin's future occasions.
Amen.