Two “pillars of the church”. Most of us
tend to prefer Peter: he was more like us – impulsive, emotional, lurching from
insight and courage to idiocy and cowardice. And yet it was him that Jesus
picked out to take on the responsibility of the work on earth, afterwards. Of
Paul, too many people nowadays remember mainly his strictures on the role of
women, in marriage and in the church, which were of course perfectly in tune
with Middle Eastern mores at the time. Paul was an uncompromising character, not entirely devoid of fanaticism. He
had been a kind of mullah, stoning, arresting and crucifying supposed
apostates, until he was hit hard on the road to Damascus – not a comfortable
place, even to this day. Then he went through metanoia, a 180-degree turn, but he remained quite as
uncompromising as before. In today’s reading, he tells his protégé Timothy just
how tough he’s been, how he’s hung in there, run the race, stuck it out; now
all he has left to do is cross the finish line and he will get the winner’s
reward. Not really an attractive speech, though you can imagine it coming from
a veteran’s chapped lips. A little more modesty, we might think. Yet if you
look at all he did, and at all the communities he founded, maintained, blew new
life into, gave hell to, you do see his point. We admire Paul; but we can’t
help liking Peter, who wept at cock-crow.
Illustration: El Greco, "St Peter and St Paul", at the Hermitage, St Petersburg